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I Do It Because I Care

Assalamualaikum and good day.
It's hard to act like you don't care when the truth is you actually cared. 
It's hurts when you're being rejected. It's hurts when people doesn't believe in you. It's hurts when people make fun of you. It's hurts when people misunderstood you.
Well, truth hurts. Really. 
Ya Allah, alhamdulillah, I thanked you for showing all these to me. :')

A Week of Depression

Assalamualaikum and good evening.
One whole week, and the most common word said here and there is 'STRESSED'.

So, what is it actually that's making people stressed or depressed this one whole week? Well, based on my 'observations', ada banyak sebab la.
Case 1: Stressed among BFF or BFFFF or whatever you called it
I've seen this kind of problem happened quite a lot. BFF who hang out together, ber'huha-huha' together (I mean, laughing together), suddenly bawa diri masing-masing. Actually not bawa diri masing-masing la, usually the group will break into smaller groups. Know what I mean? If 5 people in a group, then it might become 3 people in 1 group and 2 in another group. Or maybe 4 in a group and 1 is left behind. Lone ranger?? *sentaphatimaknak

Case 2: Stressed among Project members
This problem will surely happen. At least once every semester. Project Manager (PM) will have to do all the job because of the rebellious group members yang tak ambil peduli tent…


Assalamualaikum and good evening.

Suddenly this evening have no idea of what to write. Few hours before, ideas flowing like 'coklat mencurah-curah ke ladang gandum and puff!! It became COCO CRUNCH!', but now, puff!! NOTHING.  -.-'

Ok la, now I remember something. Do you guys bows? No? I do, but not bowing formally la of course like the Japanese. Just bow slightly. 

Yesterday, one of the student in my class came late. When he entered the class, he bowed to the lecturer. That should be a normal thing to do right? But what caught my attention was, during his walked to his seat, he also bowed to the other students. Not student ok, it's STUDENTS. I was like 'Wah..sopannya,anak siapa la ni..', and then we fell in love and live happily ever after. The end.
Ok, the last two parts was tipu.
But seriously, he was so polite. I never met anyone as polite as that, and guess what, he is not MALAYSIAN. He's a Thai. So, no wonder la kan. Usually, we, Malaysian, take this kind o…


Assalamualaikum and good day.

(1) "Awal lagi, baru pukul 8, kejap lagi la buat."
(2) "Baru pukul 10, ada masa lagi, be positive!"
(3) "Alamak, dah pukul 1 rupanya. Buat ala kadar pun ok kot."
Ok, statement (2) sangat TAK BOLEH BLAH. Siap optimistik tu! Well, this is me. Always procrastinate. During masa kecederaan ni jugakla I have time to lepak-lepak. I go blogwalking, chatting with friends in facebook and even blogging. Macam la esok tak boleh buat. -.-'
Sometimes I can even tidy up my room. Susun all the books, sweeping the floor, lepak again and then I will start doing my work. Hebat isn't it? (Oh please!)

During my class tadi in the afternoon, our lecturer did mentioned something about this. Again, it is crucial to PLAN and MANAGE the time. All of us do know about this right? Yet, no actions being taken. (PANG!! Terasanya saya -.-')

So, ganbatte everyone! Semoga we all can get rid of this procrastinate thing soon! :)


Assalamualaikum and good evening!

Wah, me soooooooooo semangat this evening and so happy! Finally can ganti 1 of my 7 puasa. Alhamdulillah. Well, why am I so excited anyway? Nothing, it's just that I love the feeling when you can finally tahan all the nafsu that keeps 'whispering', asking you to eat and break fast, but finally you can get rid of it even though it is not easy.  Yeay!

P/S: Tonight got final match between Malaysia and Indonesia. GO MALAYSIA!! Make us proud, please! :)

Dr. AAW, I thanked you!

Assalamualaikum dan selamat tengah malam. :)
Now is already 1 am and I still cannot sleep. It's not caused by insomnia actually. Thanks to these Statics problems. I love them, really. -.-'
As a matter of fact, I do like Statics, now. During my diploma, it is never been this interesting. Maybe because of the way Dr. AAW taught us. Full of cynical and a lot of realistic motivations. Yes, he is like that. -.-'

But the more he said realistic things, the more I challenged myself actually. :)

Kejayaan dan Istidraj

Assalamualaikum and good day.
Alhamdulillah, walaupun menghadapi kesukaran sebelum ni, but finally the result went out well. Terima kasih ya Allah. :')
Tapi ada satu perkara yang menjadi tanda tanya. Is this Istidraj? I know I did well, which is I thanked Allah for that but still, I am afraid though. Ya Allah, berkatilah setiap apa yang aku lakukan, peliharalah diriku dari mendapat kemurkaan-Mu.
Last few days, I found this one useful article from here, which for me, is really an eye-opener. Istidraj. Been trying to find this ONE word since secondary school. I remembered that one fine day, I asked my Ustazah, of what term is it called for a given success to a person by Allah but contrarily, it is a warning that Allah wants them to be more in negligence.
Istidraj bukanlah terjadi pada someone tu secara rawak or whatever terms it may be, tapi, ia berlaku kepada seseorang yang berterusan lupa kepada Allah. Ya, memang kita telah berusaha semampunya tapi berkat dan redha Allah tidak bersama…

Statics and Alone

Assalamualaikum and good day.
Menyesuaikan diri dalam satu suasana baru is hard. Really hard. Analogically, it's like blowing a bubble in a bubble. If we success, then it is something that we should be proud of! But if it is not...? Nah, we should try again, right? Jangan berputus asa! But, to not give up, we should at least give it a try. :)
Nothing could be worse than the fear that one had given up too soon, and left one unexpended effort that might have saved the world. — Jane AddamsAs for me, being in a class, in an isolation (pessimistic), sangat menyedihkan. It's not wrong but I feel jealous seeing other people with their BFFFFFFFFF. This is what you get of being the only girl in your batch, with diploma qualification.
So, moral of the story, don't ever apply for diploma girls! (duhh, tiba-tiba)